SAT. NIGHT =]

So I went to see my Gf again and this time I used my brain and was not speeding.. When I got there I wasnt even nervous.. I went to her door and me and jenna and her went inside jenna went to the bathroom and I kissed her, =]
People are against us but maybe they should realize that I'm happy... we are happy. We went up stairs to her bedroom jenna was playing guitar hero than my cup cake did she was really good but I kept distracting here.... It was so...
Cuteee... Well I'm wanting to be with her forever.. I just wish I could wake up everyday to her smile.. Whenever I'm not with her she is always depressed..
I hate her being in pain. She is my everything.. I wish want to live with her. We got to cuddle under the blankets.. We are soooo CUTE! I love this girl .
I miss her. I want to be at her house waiting for her to come home from school. What if something changes between us tho? what if I get into trouble?? what if my mom was right?? Idk.. I know its kinda bad but she is really mature for her age. I cant give up on our relationship tho. IM NOT!

Loving and Belonging level..

I'm on the loving level .. I'm not totally confident in myself. I'm working on moving up. I do respect others so that is a sign that I'm moving up. I think the top level will be the hardiest. I have a hard time handling my own problems... I'm not worried about water, breathing, food, or sleep and I also took care of security of employment, body and property.

whatever I feel like...

So. I have 14 more days of my grounding. this really stinks! My girl friend thinks we are falling apart and I wish i could prove her wrong. I don't want us to fall apart. After I get ungrounded I'm going to do my best to see her. I'm soo upset that I just don't know what to do.It like everything goes right at first but than.Someone messes it up.Why do I let people get to me? I'm so random. I don't know what to say.This weekend was the longest one I have in a long time.