FRIDAY NIGHT 11-14-08

SO... I just really need to vent and i cant do this at home sooo.. here i go.. after school Friday I went to see my gf. yes, my gf. well anyway... she lives two hours away and my crewfew was 1am.. well... I got lost only 3 times.. lol.. yes 3 there's like 3 hours of driving wasted on getting lost... sooo... I arrived at her house and got off the phone with her... Jenna Arthur went with me. I walked up to her... we went inside.. we sat on her couch and asked if we wanted a drink me and jenna both said no. We kept looking at each other smiling,,, than she would look away.. =[ I love her smile.. I moved closer to her and pull her arm around myself.. than she squeezed me and wouldnt let go... well other stuff happened... but not like that but im just sure some of you just want to stop reading this or already have... she walked me to my car.. i gave her a kiss and a hug... and told my baby girl goodbye..... =[ .... my phone was dead so i put it on the charger... than was on my way home... The speed limit was 65... and well... I was kinda speeding... I went 82.... =/.... omg... flashing light... It's a cop... I have no clue where i was at that time not even close to springfield yet... he was being very nice as he was talking to me... he wrote me out a ticket... and the only thoughts that were in my head were... Mom said" your first ticket you keys are on the table" and that fact I will probably never get to see my girlfriend every again...=[ omg! i cant do this! It's already 1:45am... I'm already late plus i have a ticket... bye bye Brittany's LIFE! I get into jacksonville. and Im breaking another law im on the phone.. and think im gonna get pulled over again dont u? no.. im just saying that.. Im on the phone with my baby.. and she is like pretty much asleep...=[ I tell her she needs to go to bed but she says no.. ugh.. fine.. I get home I tell her good night and i Love her.. and we hang up... I have to be at work at 8am and it 3am... 5 hours ugh... I tell mom everything the next day and I get grounded for a MONTH!!! OMG! no talking or seeing my baby for a month! WELL ITS MY OWN STUPID FAULT!!! but I can after DEC 15th